Sometimes I worry that my friends aren’t really good friends.
Like they have ulterior motives or something.
Sometimes, they play sad music, and they’re always so damn negative in their opinions.
Sometimes, they like to play mind games.
I don’t have the patience for fear projecting people.
I reject it. I’m against it.
I need good friends in my life.
Friends who will have my back and support me on my goals and dreams.
Why should I have to feel like my friends secretly dislike/hate me?
I’m going to be here until 2030, and I just hope Finland accepts me. I will feel much better, being around their people.
I just want to go home…
Nuke Head 