Dammit

So I relapsed the night before, on crack.

Spent all my savings on it.

Yay me…

I’ve been feeling a little out of place lately.

Feeling like a failure.

I may have some bad news about my dream to move to Finland. They might not accept me based on my criminal record.

I haven’t been logging in recently. I’ve been preoccupied.

I missed the fourth of July fireworks that they had set up on the fifth. I was given a bracelet upon entering the pier. I went to the store to buy a soda and came back to not being allowed in. What was the point of the bracelet then? Astetics?

I need to get my shit together because im starting to believe my Uncle Joey. My family has bad genes or something!

I just wanted to keep you all posted, and so you know, im still alive and safe.

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