I’m not sure how to say this.
But I think I hate California and it’s people.
They drove me crazy when I was there.
They treated me like shit.
They broke my spirit and killed my dreams.
They shamed me, humiliated me.
They changed me.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t want to love or trust people anymore. Like I want to go anti-social and just focus on me and my future dog.
I don’t really care for human companionship anymore, nor do I feel like I even want to date again.
Maybe I’m better off alone.
Nuke Head 