(sigh)

Lately I’ve been depressed.

I’ve been thinking too much about women.

The funny thing is, just the thought of women depresses me.

They don’t even have to do anything or say anything, not like they want to anyway.

I just remember all that has been done to me.

Not even just in past relationships but what they did to me.

I don’t believe that I am someone that should be in a relationship.

Patterns have shown that toxicity will sprout it’s ugly fucking head and shit all over everything.

Sucks cause I’ve got a lot of love and affection to give. Makes me just want to get a dog!

One of my dreams was to get married and raise a family. America killed that for me.

Now, I just rather chase money than a woman. I wouldn’t trust her anyway. Besides, it’s not like I could ever surprise her since she’d already know everything.

Cuts proposal and marriage completely out of the picture.

Maybe I’m just better off alone.