Getting tired of these people around me.
Think I’m going to expand on my writing for this blog.
I’m thinking of going back to school and getting my Bachelor’s in Journalism. That will improve my writing, some, no?
I don’t trust people because of them.
I don’t love people because of them.
Tell me it’s all in my head, and I might just make my paranoia, your reality. Don’t test fate. I’m not the one.
They called me a narcissist. Maybe I should act like one and ghost them all. I’m better off!
Fed up with the toxic energy of the Targeted Individual community. They used to give me so much hope and now they make me feel stupid or bad, just because they are.
Projection.
I don’t want to date anymore. Done with that game. Never was good at it anyways. There’s better games to play.
I just hope this laptop gets to the church safely and securely. The lady that let’s me get packages there, put a paper up on the door with me involved. Saying to leave all my packages with her. She’s a blessing.
I don’t feel cursed anymore but I feel like all my blessings aren’t even genuine, ya know? Like they’re only being generous and nice to me because they pitty me, or some shit like that.
I bought a new pipe today because my glass one that I had, fell and smashed. This one is those small metal ones, you can find in your local gas stations and corner stores. Needless to say, I bought myself a gram with the remainder of the $20 that I took out of my emergency funds. I need my weed. It’s the only medicine that I can use for my ADHD. I just don’t think my “friends” get it.
Nuke Head 