New World Disorder (poem)

I'm in a rush to move to Russia
America, I can never trust ya
You had me fucked up so much when you drug me through the mud
And dunked me to drown in it 'til I struggled just to lift my lungs up
They collapsed in the flood of the storm, hushed
And It sucks to be crying blood because my love's smothered and suffocating
My heart that I clutch 'cause now it's shattered and sunken
And I can feel it in my gut, my stomach's cut up and i'm hungry but all I got to eat are bugs in this grave that you dug
You should've never woke me up from my slumber, you did a number on me, i'm just keeping it hundred
I'm just saying if they wanna push the button on this country, you'll find me standing there like pip-boy with my thumb up but forget it, it's nothing