Do or don’t. I guess.

It’s time that I upgrade my phone to a better one. Right now I have the Samsung Galaxy A36 5G. I want to upgrade to this one!

I plan on making the upgrade for a Christmas gift to myself next year, unless a better one hits the market. I used to be an LG guy. When they stopped making phones, I switched to Samsung. Next best one I could trust.

Like I said. I’m homeless.

I collect SSI.

I put my money into savings and things I deserve. Like new computers and gaming!

I panhandle when I NEED the money now.

I will panhandle $5/day for a week and make enough to buy myself a new pair of shoes.

I will also be going back to school, starting in July. I have this app on my phone, to study for the G.E.D. and I will be getting that, I hope, by the end of the year in December! I want to graduate. I want to be, both, book smart and street smart so I’m twice as smart as the rest!

Yeah, I stole that line from A Bronx Tale!

I am curious as to what they think about me wanting to reach a level of success that I can live my life comfortably with. Maybe they don’t want me to reach success. Maybe they do. Either way, I can’t live my life for them.

I shed way too much blood and way too many tears for me to just sell my soul.

Maybe I should start writing poetry again?

I could write chapbooks and sell them on Amazon Direct Publishing! I could sell 100 poems per chapbook and sell them at $0.99! That’s a penny a poem and is a fair price, considering there’s not a lot of money in poetry. It was always an art form. Makes me want to smoke some herb and watch Dead Poets Society again!

A new computer next year. I want a laptop designed from HP and with gaming in mind! I’m looking at one and it goes for $1,000+. Next year will be filled with gifts to myself!

I love being able to spend my money on things I want and need and still live comfortably, even though I am homeless. Which is a reminder to stay single. I just need a dog, a bong and a video game! Just like I said before. I don’t need much to be happy.

I do know that I need to start meditating more. I need to smoke some weed and do some mental health work. I need to learn to ignore my intrusive thoughts. I need to read more books! I have a wishlist of books to read. I’m thinking of reading Art of War! I also really wanna read Nueromancer!

I have haters. We all do. Some more than others. I have took my haters offenses and turned it into this blog. They say I should rap. I say, I’d much rather write about my life. I not only write for me. I write for you too!

I’m waiting on these nicotine patches to run out, so I can start the recording of me off cigarettes and tobacco. I really needed to quit. I was sick and tired of fiending for a smoke.

With that being said. I’m off. Goodnight!

One day at a time!

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